I'm in pain.
There is a war being fought inside of me that I never asked for.
The pain is always there,
but intervals of excruciating and almost unbearable pain come and never seem like they will go
(even though they always do (but they also always come back.).)
And when these intervals come, I almost always find myself forgetting to breathe.
I'm not sure why.
But maybe, just maybe, i do it because cutting off the oxygen supply to the enemy inside me might stop the war.
Stop the pain.
And I don't want to live with this pain anymore.
Is this the one you texted me about?
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ReplyDeleteHi there..! This is a little off topic. I actually know you, but you don't know me by my blogger name at school. If you ever need anybody to talk to, you can email me at s.everston28@gmail.com. (Sorry. I hope that doesn't sound creeperish!)
ReplyDeleteAnyway, I don't know if you still intend to write on this blog, but, if you do, I was curious if you'd be interested in signing up for a new creative writing blog for people who aren't in the class. It's called Paris Underground, you can see it here: www.writersparisunderground.blogspot.com. I hope to see your blog on there! :) (Sorry, this is getting long...)